Worse, the death is ruled a suicide, forcing Bianca to make a choice-succumb to their long list of fears (including #3 Murder and #55 Breaking into a Dead Guy’s Apartment), or investigate what happened.īianca enlists the help of their friend Anderson Coleman, but the two have more knowledge of anime than true crime. When their gaze wanders to one particular window across the street, Bianca witnesses a creepy plague-masked murderer take their neighbor’s life. Some, like Fear #6: Initiating Conversation, keep them constrained, forcing them to watch birds from the telescope in their bedroom. Sixteen-year-old Bianca Torre is an avid birder undergoing a gender identity crisis and grappling with an ever-growing list of fears. So why, when he's with Eric, does it feel like the only person he's ever really not been enough for.Join us for a YA debut as Justine Pucella Winans presents Bianca Torre is Afraid of Everything, in conversation with Edward Underhill! So why, when he's with Eric, does it feel like the only person he's ever really not been enough for.is himself? Nothing's ever been as easy for him as for other people-other boys. He's not even good enough at piano to get his fellow competitors to respect him, especially now, as Miles. After all, it's not like he's cool or confident or comfortable in his own skin. If only Miles could figure out why Eric likes him so much. But after Eric and Miles pretend to date so they can score an invite to a couples-only Valentine's party, the ruse turns real with a kiss, which is also definitely not in the plan. Not what he needs to be focusing on right now. Then Miles meets the new boy in town, Eric Mendez, a proudly queer cartoonist from Seattle who asks his pronouns, cares about art as much as he does-and makes his stomach flutter. Plus, Miles' new, slightly terrifying piano teacher keeps telling him that he's playing like he 'doesn't know who he is'-whatever that means. For one thing, Shane broke up with Miles two weeks after Miles came out as trans, and now Shane's stubbornly ignoring him, even when they literally bump into each other.

Sixteen-year-old trans boy Miles Jacobson has two New Year's resolutions: 1) win back his ex-boyfriend (and star of the football team) Shane McIntyre, and 2) finally beat his slimy arch-nemesis at the Midwest's biggest classical piano competition. A trans pianist makes a New Year's resolution on a frozen Wisconsin night to win regionals and win back his ex, but a new boy complicates things in Edward Underhill's heartfelt debut YA rom-dram, Always the Almost.

Always the almost by edward underhill